You know, i had a look at the entries visible on my main page and i realised how depressing they seem. Emo`ified as warren would say.

But honestly, i'm feeling rather melancholy lately. No real idea why though.

Maybe coz this year,

I've wasted 6 months on something where my passion and drive for it has long burnt out.

Wasted 5 weeks regretting over an agreement i made.

Wasted 4 weeks on idling about and not keeping to my schedule.

Wasted 3 days on trying to get members to truly under what the whole project is about but to no avail.

Wasted 2 days trying to get redundant things off my head.

Wasted 1 hour writing letters to people for a peace of mind.


The biggest regret i have, this year, i guess, is being convinced to join track and then losing focus when everyone i cared for left.

But then, one thing i'm thankful for track is that thru' track, i got to know amazing people like Cassandra, Joseph, Gene, Khairi, Deborah and Benjamin during the PAE days.

Hmm. You realise, besides Deborah and Gene, none are in TPJC anymore. Oh and even so, Debs isnt going for training while Gene's well, usually not around.







On a side note, i've got Es for Economics and Chinese while I missed GP's E by one mark. Oh well.